How to make yourself naked for someone’s eyes
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Encounters with my sister’s uni classmate.
Below is what I’ve been up to and here are basics of the idea.
My sister and her friend often study sitting out on the veranda. When he goes inside to her room or bathroom I quickly lean backwards against the sink touching it with my left hand. I am completely naked bowing a little forward showing my whole front. The door is left wide opened. I have my headphones on (to “justify” why I didn’t hear him coming) but still can hear his steps getting closer and passing by.
My eyes are shut. My legs a bit spread apart. With 2 fingers on my other hand I’m madly rubbing my clitoris and taking the pleasure, letting him to see me satisfying myself and enjoying it. A couple of times he stopped. Then he can see me again on his way back. From what he tells me, it appears, he is able to enjoy the spectacle for a few short seconds.
Only once our eyes met. This is a huge turn on for me, I felt like flying in clouds. I wish he was brave enough to walk in towards me to wash his hands or to reach for something.
How bizarre, always after a new encounter, every time I come down he is as if nothing ever happened. He keeps it for himself. I know, in this respect, he never speaks about me to anyone. He got used to it just the way how I wanted him to. After all it wasn’t so hard to achieve my goals of getting to this stage. Did I mentioned that I make him feel happy-lucky too?
At times while only I am at home, when I’m really horny and in that mood (well with me normally that’s about 4 out of 7), I open the door to him having no clothes on. I simply say “Hi …. come in …. just ignore me, if you must …. or don’t ….” in a friendly voice but the thrill I get during these moments is so intense and nerve-wracking literally impossible to hide! He picks up on it easily. The original intention is that if the situation permits I love to stay exposed naked for longer.
The second minute starts and I am telling him about something new I have or herd, mixing a drink, etc., everything that comes and goes is a part of the game. He patiently listens and watches me with interest. He often smiles as we talk. I noticed he is not afraid to look at me and he quite likes it too. The inner pleasure from being naked around him can be so powerful and pleasing that it could make my mind go blank sometimes. He has not seen me coming yet, in the real act I mean with the big-O. He is never annoying.
We discussed me having fun and getting pleasure for myself from playing on my terms, when not forced. Being observed nude and masturbating in front of someone who is fully dressed is the final deal. For me to make love with a guy I have to dearly love him first (BTW he must enjoy some kinky playing too ) He understands my desire, agrees with me and is supportive. Mind you I am not the sexiest on this planet but not the ugliest either, just the average.
Is he proud of me? Enjoyed me? Does he look at me with pleasure? I wonder what he really thinks of me. It is like a dilemma. I wish I make him very happy by what he experiences. Actually, if I don’t know the answers I feel hotter and more curious wanting to experiment further and to find out even more. And that’s only one part from the whole circle, of all the bits and drives I get the kick out of.
I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to ask him whether he would enjoy to watch me masturbate. But right from the start until the end of my orgasm. I will probably offer him a coffee, the greatest and tastiest coffee in the world and, i’ll make it when I have already nothing on. As soon as he has it in his hands, it depends on where, if he stands in the kitchen or sits on a sofa, I will stand or sit down next to him and start to rub by clit, masturbate and chat a little about what he thinks of that. I want to have my best time but I will not hurry. If he set on the floor, for the fun of it I would try to make a yoga bridge if i could on the carpet using one hand only. And with the other one I would passionately massage myself between my legs.
Only one thing bugs me about this – sometimes he doesn’t show up in our place for days. Plus, I get the chance only in less than 10% of the times during his visits to manage to get myself naked when he can freely look at me.
**** For me to be able to do this; firstly I learned how to disregard ANY scary thoughts I would otherwise naturally have. For example negative ideas such as “…. this is not normal I cannot do it ….” and so on there could be many. Everything feels incredibly terrifying so to speak. BUT IN THE ACTUAL FACT IT’S NOT. It is the other way around. Instead I go with my intuitive feeling. My intuition strongly tells me; doing this is actually like a gift for the receiving person because that’s what it really is – special, rare, unique, valuable, hot, interesting, unconventional, funny, popular, full of pleasure, erotic, perhaps almost nonexistent – all these make the fast and stressful life we live in nicer. S/he loves it, naturally wants to see you naked. It’s an instinct humans possess, our eyes always search for an erotic glance. We need a real balance in life to perform better elsewhere in an ordinary day. At work or uni, among family and friends, you name it. Therefore basically when I stand there naked (oh finally) to benefit as much as possible I focus only on enjoying those moments. I am often terribly nervous as if not confident in myself. My knees get week and voice gets shaky. Like any human. That positive embarrassment within, a bit like pleasant humiliation, brings the most beneficial and true enjoyment for myself. This is why you could be back at it every new time – just do it and enjoy it! This is what my intuition is telling me. It’s hard for me to describe in writing how it feels once you appear completely naked. To know for 100% what it feels like, one has to replace the shaky fear from undressing/lasting there completely naked for courage. Going through it explains it much better.
What if my intuition was totally wrong? If my insights about the other person were incorrect then the natural outcome will be very simple again; I accidentally got caught while doing my private thing. People play and we do it all the time anyway …. partners or singles …. it’s the gratifying rewards everyone is after.